There is a rhythm to our everyday… or I must change the tense on that one and say, there was a rhythm to our days. It has gone kaput ever since our darling daughter made her grand entry! I struggle with getting the simplest of things, done; there is so much clutter all of a sudden, the disorganization is frustrating; the ridiculousness of it all is eating into my sanity. It is bothering me no end.
There is more TV – my distraction-specialist (sorry Aarya!). I spend more time searching for stuff, than actually doing anything.
No, the baby girl has nothing to do with it.
But maybe now it is out of hand, on my face, driving me nuts.
Many a days, I feel like a failure. Right now, it hits me very hard. I am scared my children see me as one. I am worried my Husband judges me too ( even though, I know he doesn’t).
So to get me some peace, for my happiness, for ME – I am going on a general cleanse of my home and me. And here I log our journey.
And a shout-out to Swapna (TheMomViews.com) for organizing one of my 1st and the best bootcamps for Indian bloggers and getting me to think about my home on the internet at a whole new level. You are an inspiration, period.
And yes, this means I am jamming your inboxes again 🙂